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Can’t I just be fucking upset? Can’t I complain about my god awful week without someone saying they are so shocked how people don’t realize what good they have in their lives? Sure, there are starving children and there are people with no place to live or no car or no boyfriend or whatever. But I can still be upset over things that happen in my life. I can still bitch about things. Everyone does it. Everyone goes through tough times in their lives. So let me go through mine and stop thinking you are the words of wisdom god just because everything is going amazing for you and you always have money to spend and go out all the time and have an amazing job and shit. I fucking hate the world right now. Leave me be.

End rant.

(Source: andyxcandy)

Dear Gramma,

I can’t believe it will be two months tomorrow that you left us. I’m going to visit your gravesite today, I’m sorry it’s taken me this long to go see you. It still hasn’t fully hit me that you are truly gone. And I don’t want that reality to hit me. I know you suffered the last few days of your life, and it makes me so happy to know you aren’t suffering anymore. It killed me to sit by your bedside, hold your hand and have you ask me for help…I wish there was something I could have done to take your pain away. I know you heard my last goodbyes during your last minutes. I meant every word. You really saved me. I wouldn’t have grown up so intelligent and aware and mature if it wasn’t for you. I know a lot of people in the family took advantage of you, and they continue to do so. I will always have your back though and I will do everything in my power to make sure grandpa is ok. I miss you so much and I wish you didn’t have to leave us so soon. I love you with all my heart. And I’ll be seeing you…

Love always and forever, your Snitzy <3

This was WAY better than I expected. Lots of pirate action. And of course Johnny Depp&#8230;mmmmmmm. &lt;3

This was WAY better than I expected. Lots of pirate action. And of course Johnny Depp…mmmmmmm. <3

Trying to start up my photography skills again&#8230;this was taken in Tempe, AZ.

Trying to start up my photography skills again…this was taken in Tempe, AZ.

Lets see if I can keep this thing going..once again.